It seems to be time to out myself again to stay true.
The biggest fear I had over the years since quitting my corporate job was to admit that I didn’t have a business.
Till this day,
I do not have a single automation.
I do not have a systematic follow-up system. (My intuition is my own follow-up system.)
I do not have a script for any sort.
To be fully transparent,
I feel like running away whenever using the word “business”.
Don’t get me wrong.
I ground myself to a second burn-out after spending hours figure out how every service provider worked.
I exhausted myself by polishing sales talk, leaving nothing in me to do my favorite work, coaching.
I calculated my hourly rate so many times that I lost the motivation to create money altogether.
I asked the universe,
“You asked me to share Love. I quit my job for it. How come there are so many road blocks on the way to do what I am meant to do?”
In my corporate days,
My only system was a Moleskine notebook.
I didn’t even use the electrical calendar.
I was the one who had the best recall of whatever discussion and meeting.
I was the one who stayed on top of all projects within and without my department.
I was the one reminding others of to-dos.
That I kept things simple was preciously how I got to play my strength.
Imagine if I spent time organizing colors of calendar, creating hundreds of folders and spreadsheets, marking different discussions and meetings with various notebooks…
It’s a scary thing to tell people that I only have my talent to offer and nothing else.
Here I am.
Letting go.
Embracing my gift to offer YOU and the world powerfully.
I will and can give you the world you want to live in BUT I do not have a system to follow up with you 10 times when you simply pass by.
I am here offering.
Be love and be loved.
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➡️ Time to strip. I invite you to stripe away all that people highly recommended but feels false to you.
➡️ Need help stripping? Drop a DM to me.
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(One of my Moleskine. I love to bring childish fun and love to work.)