She has been spending most of her life being others’ satellites.
She came from a chaotic family.
She parented herself and her parents since childhood.
She supported herself through school.
She had this determination to create a different kind of relationship dynamic, social status, life outlook from those of her original family.
She did! Across her career, marriage and parenting, finance.
Her life has no trace of her upbring if she didn’t volunteer the information.
She reached out to me.
When all was going well, everything seemed to be in an uproar.
She took 6 months leave to take care of a family member, recovering from a serious car accident and a law pressed by the other party.
Her young children turned less stable as she didn’t spend enough time with them.
She had a dream to start her own graphic design studio but felt guilty thinking about leaving her current agency.
Whenever she could catch a breath and sit down to do something for herself, she had a dreading sense of indifference and loss of meaning for life.
She was constantly in fight and flight mode and needed sleeping pill to sleep.
The last straw,
“I have been here so many times! I can’t do it all over again.”
She had created a life of the other side of her original family.
Yet, she couldn’t quite feel it.
Some part of her was stuck in the fear that after all, her childhood was the only true reality for her.
Some part of her involuntarily playing the perfect daughter, seeing beyond the grudges and going above and beyond when she didn’t have the bandwidth because deep down, she wanted to prove that neglected girl worth more.
I guided her through a visualization to connect with the images, 5-senses and emotions of her desired future, where she was able to make time for herself and shoot for the star.
I ask her what’s her deepest fear about that vision.
She was afraid that she would fall as she had fallen so many times before.
She was caught in the experiences that every time she was really to expand to the next level, something happened to drag her down.
So, her mind dragged her down before anything else could.
I invited her to contemplate what can be possible if she can start making time for herself and release that fear.
Of course, I invited her to work with me.
I don’t know yet whether her final decision will be a yes.
Yet,
This story is my invitation to you to explore “What can be possible for you.”
IF,
➡️ You’ve been working on something for some time but that break is just now showing up.
➡️ You have a life you really want to live but you never have the time and energy to get to it.
➡️ You sense a beautiful power in you waiting to be released but everyone around you is feeding you opposite opinions
“What’s your biggest fear when you have everything you want realized tomorrow?”
Be love and be loved.
P.S. Is this you?
- Are you always aspired for more and did you actually achieve a lot in life and yet, something feels missing?
- Are you longing for a space to Be YOU, to Explore YOU, to Express YOU but having doubts of the possibilities?
- Did you have setbacks, heart breaks, challenges and struggles and did you simply get up and get going? Feeling alone and exhausted and wanting to call stop?
- Do you do yoga, meditation and taking/reading various personal development endeavors but still not feel the calm you look for in daily life?
- Do you long for a life which is a feast of creation instead of a field of dive and conquer?
If you really desire to experience the fullest in creating success, feeling love and living life, schedule a Love. Discovery Call. I got you. 🩷