If you are not aware of this already, I hate to but I am lovingly breaking it to you.
We can NEVER be fully prepared or prepare enough.
Yet, whether to be ready or not, it IS a CHOICE.
I knew around age 15 that I was going to choose a life, being far away from my family.
(Skipping the background story for now.)
It was a knowing directly and deeply against my culture which emphasized on staying close to family and taking care of the elderly.
I left home for high school at 16 to a city which was 40 mins drive from home.
Since then, I moved farther and farther away to India and to Italy.
I visited my family once or twice a year.
I knew there was a good chance I might miss the last days of someone I was closed to in the family.
My grandma was diagnosed with stage IV cancer.
I made a conscious decision to stay abroad and knowing the full scale of things which came with this decision.
I received the news of my grandma’s passing one day after school in Milan.
I was told that my grandma had tried to hold on, keeping asking for me.
I cried, howling for 8 hours that day in my tiny studio apartment.
No matter how much I prepared myself, I was not spared by sorrow and grief.
But I was ready.
I was ready for the worst consequences.
I was ready for this journey.
I could allow myself to fully experience the loss and grief.
For I’d checked my intention and choice of life almost every single day in full awareness with pros and cons lying openly on the table.
I have been very blessed to go through this experience without guilt and regret because I chose to be ready.
Fast forward, my mom was diagnosed of cancer, late stage as well.
If I have had been consumed by guild of my choices of life, I would have had not strength to hold space for rest of my family who was under pressure and exhaustion from taking care of her.
➡️ Conscious decision is powerful.
➡️ When we live in higher awareness, we are ready for what’s unknown and what’s inevitably trying.
We may not be able to be fully prepared but we can be ready for whatever is ahead and summon the resilience within when needed.
Be love and be loved.
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➡️ How can you live a more conscious, aware life, starting today?
P.S. Is this you?
- Are you always aspired for more and did you actually achieve a lot in life and yet, something feels missing?
- Are you longing for a space to Be YOU, to Explore YOU, to Express YOU but having doubts of the possibilities?
- Did you have setbacks, heart breaks, challenges and struggles and did you simply get up and get going? Feeling alone and exhausted and wanting to call stop?
- Do you do yoga, meditation and taking/reading various personal development endeavors but still not feel the calm you look for in daily life?
- Do you long for a life which is a feast of creation instead of a field of dive and conquer?
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